Monday, September 21, 2015

Vacation (Day Four) Mine Above The Pond



    So plans kind of changed today. We decided to try to find Mascot Pond and Mine in Gorham. The problem is trying to find information on the trail which is mostly on old utility roads currently used by snowmobiles and ATVs. I had an idea where it was but directions were too confusing to follow which is strange considering part of the trail is actually on the Appalachian Trail but it’s a part known for being confusing.

    We crossed the old railroad bridge around 9:00 and headed right where it looked like it’d be a quicker route to the actual trail. And it would have been, if the fenced off dam and building weren’t in the way. So we walked on the dirt road out around a mostly dried up reservoir, doubled back on the other side of it and finally found what appeared to be the trail. We met a couple of confused Appalachian Trail hikers who said they thought the pond was in the direction we were going and wanted to know how to get to the main road. I went ahead a couple times to see if we were going the right way whenever the trail split. After enough of these we questioned if we were even in the right place.

    There were multiple unmarked or poorly marked paths so I ran ahead to make sure we were going the right way while the other three waited by a cute little stream beneath some power lines. Luckily the power lines didn’t last for long because I hate those sunny sections of trail. After that I hit a shady forested area along the stream and started jogging. A few tenths of a mile later I saw the sign that pointed down a side trail to Mascot Pond and could just barely make it out between the trees so ran back to get Jaime and my parents.

    Jaime was a little mad because it was so much longer than originally anticipated and probably wishing she hadn’t told me to do it, knowing I’d regret it if I didn’t, seeing as how it was on last year’s itinerary but I didn’t have time to get to it. But she kept going.



    We finally reached Mascot Pond with its incredible view of the Presidential range. Behind the pond is a steep open hillside covered with talus scree beneath rock ledges. Carved into the ledges are the old mines which are unfortunately gated in order to protect the large bat population that hibernate there. The rockslide was extremely difficult to make it up but I made it while the others waited at the bottom. Some slides aren’t as bad because there’s larger rocks to support you but this one was mostly sand and small pebble sized stones with nothing to grip onto. Slowly but surely I made it up. The views from the mine entrance were incredible and the mine looked awesome. I wish it was possible to get inside it. I’ve never been in a mine before but hopefully soon. It’s always been a life goal of mine.

    After exploring a bit and grabbing some cool rocks we were on our way. We ended up finding the trail we should have taken, right where I thought it should have been. The problem was that the trail used to cross over the dam but is now blocked off to public use. The trailhead is even aimed in the wrong direction so its clear it once came from the other way. Had we been able to cross the dam the way the maps showed it would have been a 1.2 mile rather than the over 2 mile walk it actually was. We accidentally found a shorter way back which was nice.

    We ate at J’s Corner restaurant in Gorham, where the old Gypsy restaurant had been which was one of our favorites long ago. Since the Gypsy was where I first started eating buffalo wings dipped in blue cheese, I decided to get that for old times sake but didn’t expect much. Turns out they were absolutely delicious, some of the best I’ve ever had, as was the clam chowder. Jaime got Lobster Mac N Cheese which was amazing as well.

    My parents and I headed up the start of the Tuckerman Ravine trail to Crystal Cascade while Jaime waited in the car. Which is good because it was steeper than I’d anticipated but the falls were breathtaking. There was a lot more water than I expected. Doing this part of the trail definitely makes me want to go up Tuckerman Ravine again at some point since I haven’t done it since I was five years old but certainly isn’t easy.

    We went to the gift shop there afterwards and I was looking at a geology book of New Hampshire where I saw pictures of Mascot Mine as it once looked when the mine was in operation as well as a picture of the Woodstock Silver Mine. I’d never heard of it before and have been researching it tonight to try to find. I ended up finding a couple others in the area as well, now we’ll see if I can locate them in the real world and not just where they might be on Google Earth.

    The three of us went to Glen Ellis Falls next, a place we used to go to all the time. I didn’t have any recollection of it but it was gorgeous. The water was raging, mist filled the ravine which was nice because I expected it to be mostly dried up. I can’t believe I didn’t remember these falls as they are quite memorable. Its strange how some places I remember vividly having only been there once but here, where I had been numerous time, I couldn’t remember the least bit.

    That was our last walk of the day as we headed to Lincoln. We’re all checked into our hotel. We have a big room with two beds and a view over the river out back. I went to town alone to get some things. It’s weird how it feels right being here, like this is where I belong, this town. It made me realize I’m definitely ready to move here. In my heart, this is home.

Sunday, September 20, 2015

Vacation (Day Three) Dixville Notch

    Woke up before the alarm today, as did Jaime so we went out to Walmart around 8:00 to get her a knee brace for her injury which didn’t work out and is returned already. We got Dunkin Donuts for breakfast and headed back to the hotel to wait for my parents.

    We drove out to Stark and down the South Pond Recreation road to do Devil’s Hopyard, hoping to complete what we couldn’t fifteen years ago. But the gate was up which would mean a mile walk just to get to the start of the trail, a trail that would be wet from last night’s heavy rain. So we moved on, making our way up north towards Dixville Notch.

    First we went to Beaver Falls, just north of Colebrook. Jaime and myself had never been there before. The falls were amazing, even after a dry summer. It was rather cold out, somewhere in the 40’s but we had fun exploring the bottom of the falls. I climbed up the steep slope a little ways to get some amazing photos and I could feel the mist coming off the falls. I also found some cool rocks at the bottom but one was too big to bring back so I grabbed my hammer and chisel but the rock was too hard to break so I said screw it and brought it back in my pack anyway. I’ll chisel it down later.

    We stopped to eat our picnic lunch at Huntington Cascades and then did some exploring. Jaime did good on the hike to the falls and even went up the steep trail beside them. I made it down into the ravine, something I’ve wanted to do since we first saw the falls in 2009. I went up quite a ways, getting a closer look at the upper falls that are skewed by trees from up above on the trail. We did some rock hunting down bottom in the same river we got the stones for the walkway to our hose spout.

    My parents had never been up to Index Rock so we knew the minute we stepped out onto the ledges last year that they would have to see it. It’s only 0.2 mile but it is steep and challenging. I brought my hammer and chisel so I could get some more of the ‘watermelon’ quartz I found on one of the ledges on the trail last year. I got the best of it last time but figured why not grab some more so I positioned myself beside the ledge and started hammering away while the other three waited for me, they didn’t mind the break.

    Jaime made it up to the ledges around Index Rock, even with her bad knee. Mom and Dad were amazed by its otherworldly feel. It is such an awe inspiring place, unlike anything I’ve ever seen. On our way down me and Jaime were looking for a rock I wanted to grab last year but missed on the way down, all I remembered was that it was on the corner of one of the many switchbacks. Jaime spotted a cool yellow quartz rock on a steep section below the trail. I couldn’t safely get down to it so we went around the switchback to a spot below the rock and I used the trees to pull myself up to it. It was well worth the hassle, the rock was one of the most amazing I have ever seen. It took a lot of chiseling, my hands were ringing hours later, but I broke off two large chunks and some smaller pieces in the process. Mom absolutely loved the yellow crystallized rock so I gave her some of the bigger pieces that broke off. So glad I brought my mining tools with me.

    We finished up Dixville Notch with a short trip to the Baby Flume. The water was fairly low but still higher than we can ever remember seeing in the notch. I managed to rock hop and scale some ledges all the way to the base of the falls which was cool, somewhere I’ve wanted to go since our first trip here six years ago. There’s just something about standing at the foot of a waterfall.

    We went to Mountain Fire Pizza again, it was better than last time. Our waitress was really good and the pizzas weren’t burnt at all. Easily the best pizza I’ve ever had. A good way to spend our last night in Gorham. Tomorrow we head down to Lincoln for the longer part of our vacation. But we plan to hang around the Gorham area tomorrow to check out some waterfalls. I originally wanted to do Tuckerman Ravine but Mom and Dad said it’s a tough trail and didn’t really want to do it so we’ll just go up a little ways to Crystal Cascade and then back down to see some more falls and start our slow trip to Lincoln.

Left : rocks from Beaver Falls


Right : yellow quartz from Index Rock

Saturday, September 19, 2015

Vacation (Day Two) Grafton Notch

    Twenty years ago we traveled outside of the state during our yearly New Hampshire vacation. We made our way into Grafton Notch in Maine to hike up Table Rock. We took the steep trail where near the summit there were some slab caves among the boulders. At eleven years old I was a little too small to get down into the main cave we saw on the left side of the trail. We always planned to go back with some rope to get down into the cave but never made it. Today we set out to make it.

    I woke up before the alarm went off at 7:00 and started getting ready. I did good waking up so early, no stomach aches all day which I usually get when waking up that early. My parents met us at our hotel at 8:00 and we headed off to Grafton Notch.

    Our first stop of the day was Step Falls which my parents had never been to before. Jaime and I had been once during the spring of this year when the river was raging. It was extremely foggy this morning but began lifting by the time we started our hike around 9:00. The water was low but the falls were still impressive and we got to scale the ledges along the river rather than follow the upper part of the trail. Jaime did great climbing over boulders and hopping across the water. My parents loved the falls and we had fun, especially Jaime doing things I told her she probably wouldn’t be able to handle.

    Next we went to Screw Auger Falls which were small as well but we went down to the bottom like I did last year and Jaime decided she had to go with me. We climbed the steep drop off using roots to get down while my parents explored above. Jaime hyper extended her knee on one of the drops but was still able to make it across the river and up into the gorge where we tight roped across logs and hopped across boulders.

    Then we went up to Mother Walker Falls where we all rock hopped across the river to get down into the ravine beneath the trail. Jaime’s foot ended up in the water while crossing due to her injured knee. We all made it down to the waterfall in the cave that Jaime and I discovered last year but there was almost no water today. What little water there was fell behind the rock it usually flows over so you couldn’t even see the waterfall. It was fun exploring nonetheless.

    We made our way up to Moose Cave where a butterfly crashed into Jaime’s forehead in the parking lot. Jaime has a fear of butterflies landing on her so this kind of validated her irrational fear. She recovered quickly from the assault and we did the short walk down to the rather unimpressive Moose Cave but we wanted my parents to see all the sites of Grafton Notch.

    Hungry from the short hikes, we went back to the Screw Auger picnic area to eat lunch. Then we went up to the parking area for the Appalachian Trail. Jaime decided to sit this one out due to her injury so the three of us headed up but went the easier way this time using the Appalachian Trail rather than the Table Rock trail. It certainly wasn’t easy and was a little longer but not quite as steep. My parents hike a bit slower than my usual running of the trails which made it a little easier for me, still sweat like crazy though. Mom took a little spill near the top where the trail gets really steep. I used my hand to stop her knee from hitting the rock and scratched my middle finger up a bit in the process but she was alright and continued on.

    The top was extremely windy and kind of scary. It’s called Table Rock because of its table like shape. From the road the rocky top is visible, it’s a giant slab of rock that overhangs off the edge of the cliff. Being slightly terrified of heights, I managed to get pretty close to the ledge but not too close considering the wind pushing us around the top of the mountain. But the strong winds did help in drying off our sweat rather quickly.


    Mom stayed on top out of the wind in the tree line while Dad and I made our way down the steep trail to find the caves. It was pretty steep but I’ve done worse and found this trail to be rather fun. After just a few minutes we came to the caves which I remembered pretty accurately including the side of the trail they were on. What we forgot was how cool the rocks here were, being full of mica, quartz and black mica that all crumbled causing the caves to form.

  

The main cave we remembered had no easy way down into it twenty years ago and we were worried I wouldn’t be able to get out so I’ve been wanting to go back ever since to do what I couldn’t. This time I brought rope. But it wasn’t needed. A few large chunks of rock have since fallen into the cave, as well as a dead pine tree, the rocks made a sort of stairway that allowed us to walk right down into the cave. It truly was awesome and worth the twenty year wait. A hanging boulder at the entrance made for some cool pictures. The cave went in a little ways to a point where we needed to turn on our flashlights. I  continued on, crawling over a crevice and squeezing into another chamber with light above it while Dad made his way out. I could have crawled up using roots and made it to the trail but didn’t want to scratch myself up on the pointy mica covered rock.

    On my way out I saw some other possible caves before noticing some spray paint on the rock wall that said ‘caves’ and had an arrow pointing under a wedged boulder. I crawled under it, then up through another cave with a rope tied to an above tree to hold onto for support and came to another crazy cave. This one looked like the cave I remembered seeing, much further down than the one I’d just crawled out of. There was a thick rope tied around a big rock to get down into it, a good fifteen feet down into the dark crevice. We didn’t want to keep the girls waiting so I didn’t climb down which I’m sure will haunt me again but hopefully not for the next twenty years. I’m not well versed in rope climbing and was worried it would take me awhile to get in and out of the cave. But we’re convinced we hadn’t seen that one last time because we didn’t remember going off trail, we both clearly remembered the cave being along the trail off to the left which is exactly what the cave we went into was. I’m pretty sure I would have remembered crawling under a hanging boulder and up rock ledges that require a rope to ascend. So that’s another life goal off my bucket list. We finally made it into the cave.

    The three of us headed back down the way we came, the way we went down twenty years ago. Going down was much easier than going up. Beginning to end it took two and a half hours. Jaime was napping in the car when we got back.

    We went back down the notch and pulled off shortly before Screw Auger Falls in order to find the lost Jail Falls. Jaime and I found the falls this past Spring and knew my parents would love it. The falls are directly off the road, you can even hear them from your open window but they’re no longer on the map and there is no trail down to them. Although just a couple hundred feet off the road, it is a very steep descent. Jaime waited at the car again as she was limping too much to make it down the ridiculously steep embankment. But Mom and Dad did good and we made it down to the falls. They weren’t raging like last time but this allowed me to rock hop across the brook to get a better view of the falls. Dad tried but had a little mishap and his foot ended up in the water. The rocks were extremely slippery in the dark mossy ravine but I made it without incident.

    I also made it up into the ‘jail’, an old basin carved out by water with twenty foot walls. When we were here last time it was full of melting snow and ice which limited our ability to explore. It was wet in the jail but I made it around the whole thing, exploring all the little caves, dry waterfalls and old basins flowing in and out of the extraordinary natural feature mankind has forgotten about. The jail itself is so close to the road you could literally toss your trash out of the car window and it would fall into the ‘jail’. It really makes you wonder what else we are missing. Jail Falls and the Jail are like stepping into another world.

    We stopped at Mountain Fire Pizza and picked up some food for Mom, as well as a slice of cheesecake for Jaime, but Mom got jealous and got one for herself as well. Then me, Dad and Jaime ate at the Dynasty Chinese buffet. It was delicious. Not as much variety as I like in a buffet but its so good it doesn’t matter.

    Tomorrow we’re going to Devil’s Hopyard, another failed attempt from years ago due to an incoming thunderstorm. From there we’re heading up to Dixville Notch and then back down to Gorham for our last night here before our longer stay in Lincoln.

Friday, September 18, 2015

Vacation (Day One)

    Today marked the beginning of our twelve day vacation to New Hampshire. We actually left on time at 9:00am. After two hours on the highway we made our first stop of the day at the little Mardens store in Gray, didn’t buy anything. Then we stopped in Windham Maine to eat which has become tradition. We went through the Dairy Queen drive thru and it took so long they gave us our food, our money back and a $5 gift card which was perfectly fine with us. Then we went next door to the Taco Bell drive thru but our eyes were bigger than our stomachs. Food was delicious though. We stopped at the thrift store to eat in the parking lot before going in and Jaime bought a pair of brown moto boots and I got a little kids camouflage shirt to cut up for some of my custom clothing.

    Our first hike of the trip was Jockey Cap, a small mountain in Fryeburg we first did last year on our first day of vacation. This time we followed the correct trail to the summit which is short but a little steep. There was a science class going up at the same time as us and learning about glaciers up there so we didn’t stay long. It was way too hot, close to 90, so I decided not to bother doing the Redstone Quarry in North Conway because it’d be in the sun.

    We stopped at TJ Maxx and Christmas Tree Shop in North Conway where Jaime got a couple things, then we headed to our hotel in Gorham. Mom and Dad called to let us know they had arrived. We got here at 4:00, exactly as I predicted. The hotel is kind of dumpy, not awful but you get what you pay for. It was super hot in the room, I later realized it was because someone had turned the heat on, all the way, which would explain why the thermostat on the air conditioner said it was 90 in here. But it’s cooling off nicely now with the windows open and air on, as well as a fan in the window.

    We met up with my parents at their hotel and headed over to Triple Falls on the Dolly Copp Rd. The dirt part of the road was fine but the paved portions were extremely bumpy. Since there’s been no rain the falls were pretty much non existent but it was fun anyway. We climbed the steep trail to the first two falls but didn’t bother with the third smaller one. At the bottom of Proteus Falls I tight roped along a log to the base of the falls to get some cool pictures. On Erebus Falls I went down the ravine again and was able to walk out to the slabs of rock directly beneath the falls and got some nice photos. I’m proud of myself, I didn’t bring back a single rock, despite wanting all of them. We checked out the stream below the falls on the other side of the road but it was nothing spectacular. I went down to the water again to get a picture. During higher water these falls would be amazing.

    We went to Mountain Fire Pizza for supper. It was incredible, probably the best pizza ever which is why we keep going back. The service was slow as hell though with a waitress who didn’t know what she was doing, and the crust was a bit burnt but its all good. We got half bbq chicken, half maple pizza and the mozzarella sticks appetizer. My parents got half sausage, half 4 cheese pizza and loved it.

    Me and Jaime went to Walmart a little later to pick up a few groceries and a hamper bag since we forgot ours at home in the dryer. It’s 10:30 now and the room is down to 67 and feeling quite nice. The internet barely works which I remembered from last year so no surprise there, so I won’t be posting this to my blog tonight. And only basic cable, also something we knew from last year, basic like only up to channel 13 basic so nothing to watch. But I’m getting tired already after having some of my dessert and True Moo chocolate milk. There’s a fold out couch in here so I’ll sleep on that as the bed is pretty hard and won’t be good for my body. The couch seems like it’ll be fine so we’ll see in the morning. Tomorrow we’re going out to Grafton Notch at 8:00. That’s super early for me but I want to get an early start so we’ll see how I do.

Monday, September 7, 2015

Running Towards Success

        Yesterday marked my first day getting back into running. After our hikes on Friday I got Chinese takeout, next morning I was five pounds heavier. I jumped from 205 to 210 after one fairly small meal. After getting mad at the scale I got mad at myself for allowing it to happen. I didn’t think gaining five pounds overnight was possible but learned the hard way that it is.

        In this heat and high humidity we’ve been having, working out is dreadful, whether it be cardio, yoga or weight training. As a result my workouts have suffered slightly. But after gaining five pounds I decided I didn’t care how uncomfortable it is, I’m going all out. When you want something bad enough you have to fight for it. I want to be skinny, not only that, I want to be healthy.

        We only get one body, one life, and I want to use and live mine to the fullest. I got a late start getting back into hiking, I’m almost 32 years old. Granted it comes naturally to me and I fall back into like its nothing but I want to be running up and down these mountains, which I do, but I want to do it more easily. And I want to be doing it for a long time, make up for the years I missed. If I’m going to be doing this into old age, I need the best body possible.

        Hiking, like exercising, had always been a love and hate relationship with me. I love hiking, always have, but hate it at the same time. Hated. I don’t anymore. Even when its hard and the trail just keeps going on and on or I’m not finding what I’m looking for, I’ve learned to enjoy the moment. As a kid I didn’t know if I liked or disliked hiking, it was just something my family did. I enjoyed it but didn’t enjoy the challenge. It was difficult. As a result I didn’t like long trails or mountains with lackluster views.

        Today, I love them all. Sometimes the end isn’t as good as the journey. You can make each trail what you want, sometimes it just takes a little exploring off the beaten path. As it turns out, you don’t need to stick to the trail. Sometimes the best stuff isn’t on one. It’s something I’ve known for half my life but didn’t know how to put into practice until now.

        I think a lot of it comes down to money. When you’re poor, it limits you, a lot. Money doesn’t buy happiness, no, but it does afford you opportunities. And just because you have money doesn’t mean you take the opportunities it has presented you with.

        We’ve been to Acadia eleven times this summer. We’ve lived here in Bangor Maine for eleven years. In those past eleven years, we’ve probably been to Acadia a total of eleven times. In one year we’ve done what we did in the past eleven.

        Why? Desire has a lot to do with it. The desire to do something, to find something, to become something greater. But that desire has been there all along, I know because I’ve felt it eating away at me. The difference today is that we can afford it. We can afford the park pass, we can afford the gas money to get there, the food along the way. By no means are we wealthy, but we’re doing good. We don’t live paycheck to paycheck like those around us. Financially we’re stable enough to go on a two week vacation which is something that we couldn’t have dreamed of just a few years ago. The money we didn’t have was costing us experiences we so desperately wanted.

        Now that we’ve had a taste of it, we want more. Not in a greedy way, but because we want to live the life that we envision. It is attainable. You just have to work for it but at the same time, you have to have fun getting there. It’s a delicate balance.

        I could work out for hours today. I could push myself beyond what I’m capable of. I ran a mile. Could I go run another one? Yes, probably. But I have to think about what it would do to me tomorrow. I could get a management position at work, the one they’ve been asking me to take, it would be a little extra money. But is the added stress really worth it? Maybe to some, but not to me. I’m able to do all the things I do because I have no stress. Let me tell you, stress weighs a lot. It eats away at you and makes having fun rather difficult. You first have to unwind and leave the stress behind. Which takes time to do. The stress free life I’ve created for myself allows me to jump from one thing to the next, no downtime needed. No need to decompress and get my mind clear. Yes, that extra money would get me where I want to go a little quicker but it would also change my lifestyle now. I wouldn’t have the same freedom.

        I can focus on my body because my mind is clear. Finally. Its been an uphill battle, a straight up war to get where I am now, not just mentally but in life, in general. Hell, three years ago when I’d get home from work I’d need to use crutches just to get to the bathroom. Today, I got home from work and ran a mile. It’s a good feeling. Three years before that I was making money any way I could just to pay the bills we still couldn’t afford. Three years before that we were living off of Burger King’s buy on get one free coupons we’d get in the mail, not a dollar to our names. Three years before that I was struggling to make it in the rap game while slowly losing everything I’d worked so hard for.

        You have to work hard for the things you want. Sometimes you have to work harder than you want to or should have to. The trick is to have fun while doing it. You can make the best of any situation. I work so hard at everything I do and smile so frequently because I feel I need to do enough to make up for all those I see around me. Doing nothing. I mean nothing. Smiling never. Laughing too infrequently. Living their miserable lives from day to day, paycheck to paycheck. Its depressing.

        At one point I belonged here with them, mad because I couldn’t find a way to succeed. But I don’t belong here anymore. On my search for success I’ve accomplished nothing in my eyes yet more than anyone I’ve ever known. It’s a strange contradiction. All I know is when I do something, I strive to be the best at it. I will succeed at losing weight and gaining muscle because when the world sees me being the best at whatever it is I do, I want to look the best doing it. Arrogant. Vain. Shallow. I don’t care, whatever you want to call it. I work hard to be what I am and will continue to work harder in order to be better. And hope that someday soon the world sees it.

Friday, September 4, 2015

Ascending The Steps

        With the beautiful weather predicted for today, we knew in advance we’d be making a trip to Acadia. Finally, no humidity, for today at least, it comes back tomorrow. But first we had to make a stop at Best Buy to pick up the brand new Five Finger Death Punch album, it’s a Jaime thing, not me. They’re her favorite band so we usually do the whole midnight release on Monday night at Bullmoose Music but it turns out a couple months ago new music stopped coming out on Tuesday and now comes out on Friday. It would have been better in our new car stereo but we’ll have to wait one more week for that. So no Acadia for awhile after today because Tuesday is supposed to be rainy and humid, Friday we’re having lobster with my father in law and getting our stereo done, the following Tuesday we’ll probably be doing some final preparation before we leave for our two week vacation to NH on Friday. So we made today count.

        After bumping the new Five Finger all the way to Ellsworth, we stopped at Wendy’s for some lunch and brought it to the Mardens parking lot to eat. Mardens parking lot? Yes, you see it was once Walmart, which is where Jaime worked when we first met. So when I spent my first summer up here with her, I would meet her at the Walmart parking lot for her breaks. Now when we’re passing through and need a place to stop and eat our meal, we park in the far corner facing the woods where we used to sit on her lunch breaks.


        Today, I was finding those damn Hanging Steps. Pretty sure I knew where they were, I set out by myself to find them and then come back and get Jaime. If they were where I thought, it’d take just a few minutes. So I started out on the rock climber’s trail like I’ve done a few times before and made my way to the boulder field beneath the cliff. I knew the stairway was somewhere on that cliff so I went to the bottom of it and followed it, past the talus caves, past the gnarled old Birch tree, past the rockslide gully, up past the climbers, and up, up, up until the cliffs got smaller and covered in trees. I knew I missed the steps again, but I kept going just in case, all the way to the top of the slide, then veering to the right and going above the giant cliff, keeping a good distance from the ledge as it’s a looooong way down. I actually found another rockslide high up on the mountain above the cliff and followed that up a ways but no stairs. So I circled back and made my slow descent down the treacherous rockslide. My legs got a bit scratched up along the way but luckily I had my Neosporin in the, damn it, on the counter in the bathroom.

        So back down the rockslide, I stopped at the rockslide gully I checked out on my way by because it looked pretty cool but was way too close to the road to be the Hanging Steps. And then I noticed some stone steps going up the slide, like I’ve seen so many times this summer. Brunnow was a master of the stone stair. I followed them, looking up high for signs of stairs or the metal rungs you hold onto as to not tumble over the side of the cliff. And there it was, the iron railing at the top of the stairs. I stopped dead in my tracks. Holy shit I found them. After searching all summer, reading over old maps, hours of climbing, miles of hiking up and down the side of that damn mountain. Turns out they’re right there, five minutes from the road. I laughed at myself because I pulled a Matt, not seeing something that was right there. I’d passed by that spot multiple times this summer and never explored it fully. How I missed those blatant steps up the rockslide is beyond me.

        So I ran, yes ran back to the car to get Jaime. Since she was with me on almost all of our searches, there was no way I was going to find those steps without her so in all of my excitement, I didn’t even go to see them, just saw where they were and left. I did the same thing with The Great Cave last year, but unfortunately it was too hard for her to get to that day but this one she’d be able to do no problem. An hour and a half after I left the car, I returned.

        We made our way up to the spot I saw the metal railing atop the cliffs and searched for the stairs. It didn’t take much, rock steps lead right to them. Iron poles hold the giant blocks in place, just like I’d read. The stairway just seems to balance there, nothing on either side of it for most of the way up, then it passes through a crack in the cliff where the stairs are carved into the ledge naturally. As soon as I saw that I realized this is what Brunnow was trying to preserve, the stairway had once been all natural but overtime the rock erodes, quite quickly with the winter weather on the island. Just like Old Man Of The Mountains was completely natural but held together with iron and cables for years, that’s what Brunnow had done here. The stairs on the lower half had fallen or eroded so he connected his artificial staircase with the natural one. It is beyond amazing, I still can’t figure out how he not only built it but got it to stay there.

  

    I slowly climbed the steps, careful not to fall into the chasms on both sides of the stairway that looked like they’d be cool to explore, if only you could get into them. At the top I walked out onto the viewing area above where the metal railing was used to stop you from falling over the edge. It is a little dilapidated now but it feels safer to hold onto something when up that high. The view was amazing. The cliffs, the rockslide, the ocean, the steep side of Champlain we’d spent most of our searches on, just a tenth of a mile away. Jaime decided she had to go up the stairs too after taking pictures of me doing it.

        I explored the area above, seeing where the well worn path went to. It rounded the corner to another steep cliff with a giant slab of rock that had fallen off, standing there, sticking straight up into the air. I climbed around it and into some boulder caves just beyond it that I could have squeezed through but would have had to crawl through porcupine poop to do it. I decided not to and went back. But I did crawl under a boulder at the viewing area above the steps to get a broader view of the ocean.

        We made our way down the steps and into the shallow chasm on the easy side of the stairs that looked like it had a cave at the bottom. It did. It was a tight squeeze but Jaime filmed me as I crawled into the cave. During not so dry weather there would be a tiny pool of water down there but it was mostly dry today, just a little damp. There was another passage that lead away from the dry pool but it was just a tad too small to squeeze into. The part I could have crawled into only went about five feet before turning a corner and getting smaller. It was still cool to crawl into a cave though.

        Then I decided since I made it into there, maybe I should try to get into the chasm on the other side of the steps which looked like a giant pothole filled with boulders, including one that dangled above it, wedged between the towering cliff and another bigger boulder. It turned out that beneath the dangling boulder there was a gap you could climb through. It required pulling myself up a rock, hanging over the side of it and shimmying through the hole. I thought it would be too hard to get out but Jaime told me to go for it, I’d find a way out. So I did. I got some cool pictures in there and explored a bit, checking out the cracks and crevices and the ferns and moss we admired from above. And she was right, there were a couple more crevices I could squeeze out of so rather than go out the way I came in, I made it a loop trail and squeezed through another crevice on my belly, of course with her filming me, making me laugh. I did find a neat little rock on my belly slide out.

        While making our way down, a couple girls were coming up with their rock climbing gear. They were heading up the Hanging Steps to climb the cliff around the corner, so apparently the steps aren’t very secret. Climbers use them like its nothing, no clue they’re on a century old trail that some people have been searching years for. I searched specifically for that online so many times too, seeing if there were stairs that the rock climbers used but there was no mention of them anywhere so I assumed it wasn’t possible. She also referred to the giant standing slab of rock as ‘the tombstone’, so in my book, that’s how it will be referred to. It seems silly, we searched for months for something people use all the time. There’s actually a rock climbing route directly across from the stairs, metal clasps in the rock and everything, just a regular route they take up the headwall. I bet those stairs are climbed at least once a week and none of them think anything of it.

        I explored some of the talus caves beneath the boulder field on our way back to the car, some went nowhere, others traveled beneath multiple boulders, weaving in and out between rocks where daylight was visible above. I would have loved this as a kid, what am I saying, I loved it now as an adult. There were multiple chambers and entrances and chimneys to crawl up. Jaime waited patiently while her 31 year old child explored.



        Overjoyed with our ‘discovery’ of the Hanging Steps, we moved on to find Tilting Rock also known as the Sea Stack on Day Mountain. Last time we went the wrong way and followed the easy ‘trail’ which was once the road, not realizing we had to leave that path early on. But this time we found the path we should have taken, someone had actually marked it with neon tape on the branches every few feet, as well as the cairns that can get pretty hard to follow in the woods. And the tape lead us right to the Tilting Rock which was much bigger than it looked in the old pictures. I’d seen a couple of modern day photos from some other explorers who found the Sea Stack earlier this summer. So I knew it was pretty big but wow, that thing is massive. I’ve been researching it for awhile now and its called a sea stack because the ocean actually piled those boulders there back when the mountain was lower and along the shore. The waves threw the boulders around, and created a stack that leaned against the rock cliff. This thing has to be about twenty feet tall. I see why there was once a trail to it, but don’t get why there is no trail to it anymore. So thank you to whoever marked the trees along the abandoned trail. I climbed up the Sea Stack almost to the top while Jaime peed nearby. She decided today that we would photograph the places she tinkled, post them on Instagram and hash tag them #Ipeedthere. That was the second of the day as she also relieved herself in an indent in the cliff by the Hanging Steps.

        We followed the tape on the trees, taking us directly beneath the carriage road that circles up and around Day Mountain. The ‘trail’ brought us past some cool rock ledges with small caves and crevices. This is where I quoted the term ‘squirrel-lunking’, spelunking for squirrels, the small caves I can’t fit into but small woodland creatures certainly can. What I need to do is befriend a squirrel, strap a GoPro to his back and have him explore the small caves for me. We did find some that I could fit into though, mostly giant cracks where the cliff began to split and I could squeeze inside the narrow passage. They were pretty cool and fun to climb around in. The neon tape markings brought us right back to the old roadway path we had taken last time which lead us right back to our car. Feel kind of stupid for missing it last time.

        With only a half hour left of sunlight we began our journey home which included a stop at Giant Sub for Jaime, where she used to get lunch everyday when she worked at Walmart just up the road. Then to Tim Hortons for an ice cream since we didn’t go to Blueberry Hill. Then to Asian Palace for some Chinese food for me.

        Shortly after we got home, Donnie called from prison so we talked for a little. He got moved to a different cell block which is like starting over again but he has a job there now sweeping floors at night. In prison its good to  have a job because unlike people think, you don’t get stuff for free in there, they have to pay for everything and I mean everything. The jobs pay next to nothing but it gives him something to do. Like he said in his last letter, the judge only took off one year from his sentence but some good news came as well because he might be able to get his sentence reduced more. His lawyer had agreed to the deal he wasn’t supposed to agree to five years ago, which doubled Donnie’s sentence, a law changed right after that which meant Donnie had to deal with it and serve the time given to him. But, when the lawyer agreed to the sentencing, that law hadn’t been in effect yet and one of the judges contacted Donnie about it and wants his case to basically be retried. If that goes through, he could be out like, immediately because he’s served more than the four years he was originally supposed to serve. Bad news, the doctors are pretty sure he has a tumor in his brain which hopefully is benign. He goes back in a couple weeks for another MRI to see if there’s been any change in it. We’re hoping it was caught early enough and isn’t cancerous. If praying meant anything I’d do it, but since it doesn’t, I’ll do what I’ve been doing for the past five years and simply have his back and do whatever I can to help him pull through. He appreciates whatever I do for him immensely since no one else does a damn thing. So I’ll end this with a piece of advice from both Donnie and myself, if you know someone going through hard times, don’t waste your energy on a prayer for them, use that energy on doing something for them instead. Anyone can pray for a better outcome, it takes a friend to make it happen.

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Visiting Woodland Creatures

        So I woke up kind of early today and decided to head out and see how much I could get done before Jaime got up. As it turns out, not much. I got to my first stop of the day, Prompto on Broadway to get the oil changed in Jaime’s car, and she called me already. So I continued on to my next two destinations, both in the same plaza before heading home to pick her up.

        It was my first time eating off the Taco Bell breakfast menu which was amazing. I got a couple of the crunch, crap I forgot what they were called now but the sandwiches with the hash browns, one was a California style and the other was a country one. AM Crunchwraps, had to go to the website, it was bugging me. They were delicious, as were the Cinnabon Delights. Then I hit up Salvation Army, didn’t buy anything but took notice of a couple cool items to ask Jaime’s opinion on.

        I went home, shared my breakfast with her and then we headed out to pick up some stuff for our new car stereo that her friend tried to install today. I knew it wouldn’t quite work out because that’s just my luck but we all tried. I needed an installation kit and the wires so we went to Best Buy first, who didn’t have exactly what we needed so off to Walmart. They didn’t have the exact kit either but it was closer and cheaper, their’s would cover a 2004 Malibu Classic, whereas ours is a 2005. Yeah, it didn’t fit so I’ll be returning those. But we thought we were getting a hell of a deal at $24 when Best Buy would have been about $60.

        Then we went back to Salvation Army to check out my earlier finds. We decided against a cool standing lamp for the living room because it was a little rickety and it had a couple shelves on it Simon would surely jump on and probably take the whole thing down with him. But we did get the other two things, a white wooden blind for the studio for only $10, normally between $30 and $60. The green one that’s currently in there has been here since we moved in and probably should have been replaced then, eleven years ago. And we also got another raincoat, $6 in an XL. No hood and the sleeves are a bit long but I have a feeling it’ll come in handy, it doesn’t look all that bad either, of course not as cool as the LL Bean one but still nice. So now we both have raincoats.

        While I was paying, Jaime ran over to Hannaford to pick up hot dogs and buns for our little cookout today. When we got home we were discussing being bummed out because our woodchuck Linky hadn’t been around in a few days, and come to think of it, the ones a few yards over weren’t out either. I was starting to get worried one of our neighbors got mad at them for eating their garden and killed them. As soon as our conversation was over, guess who popped his head out from under the shed. Linky came back. Odds are he never left, we just hadn’t seen him.


        So I watched him while doing some dishes as he scurried around the yard, eating grass. He gets startled by loud noises like cars going by so he retreats under the shed, then pops out on one of the other sides and continues his never ending quest for yummy greenery. I noticed he looked smaller and lighter, and the easily distinguishable white ring around his nose was gone. Oh my god, another woodchuck. Linky was clearly about fifteen feet away, standing up, pulling down a giant weed to eat. The woodchuck I was looking at was another one. Linky’s sister, Franki. And their mother, Big Moma Woodchuck was across the street munching away on her own lawn. Linky and Franki were born this spring and while Linky moved across the street to our house, Big Moma Woodchuck stayed where she always does and Franki moved somewhere else. We’d been watching them since they were born. But during a huge thunderstorm, Franki must have gotten spooked and moved back home. We’ve seen her out with her mom again since the storm. Normally woodchucks are asocial, meaning they don’t associate at all with other woodchucks until mating season in early spring, then the newborns live with their mother for a couple months before leaving the nest. They are very territorial and do not live with one another in their tunnel dwellings. I’m assuming Linky and Franki are okay with each other because they’re still young and remember one another but she was certainly using his holes and they were eating near each other with no issues. We think she’s the girl because of the size difference but aren’t entirely sure. I don’t know if this was a one time thing or what but we’re happy to have another woodchuck, the more the merrier.

        I also had a couple birds in one of the trees I planted near the shed. They were both in the branches checking out my watering hole. My watering hole being a plastic paint roller tray filled with water and a couple rocks. I saw a bird bathing in it a week or two ago, right when I was about to quit on it so I got excited and decided to leave it. Again today I questioned getting rid of it until I saw the two birds sitting in my tree thinking about going down to the water. They made sure it was safe and eventually hopped onto one of the rocks and drank from my ‘ghetto birdbath’ as Jaime calls it. The water level was pretty low since it hasn’t rained at all and I haven’t filled it in a few days but they enjoyed drinking out of it and probably would have bathed as well if it were fuller. Don’t worry, I filled it up tonight for them. I even got pictures of them drinking from it. My forest is working! Its drawing wildlife which is exactly what I was hoping for. Well, that and giving us some privacy.

        Brian and Stephanie came over for a barbeque around 4:00. They brought their own grill since we no longer have one after Miles moved out and doesn’t talk to any of us anymore. Unfortunately, it turns out their grill bit the dust, so we cooked the hot dogs and hamburgers inside instead. They were still delicious. Jaime’s friend came over after he got out of work to install our new car stereo and speakers, something we’ve been needing desperately for years. For the past three years we’ve been on our last speaker and planning on getting a new system, one with an auxiliary jack we can hook our MP3 players up to. But of course our car sucks like always and the parts that were supposed to fit didn’t, which I knew would happen. So we went to Best Buy to get parts that hopefully would. About an hour and $140 later, we got what we needed. So we got back just as it was getting dark and he got to work. Amazingly the parts fit, but, we had a bad part in our car that won’t let power get to the stereo properly. So he’ll get the part and replace it but no new stereo today. Next Friday when we bring it to his place it should be easy sailing, should be. But he’s a great guy and good company so the time wasted today was no big deal. We’re just grateful he’s willing to do it for us. Can’t wait to hear music the way it should be heard, out of four speakers.

Finishing Up NH Waterfalls

Up at 7:30, I ate my danish on the balcony and headed over to Kinsman Notch to check out the lower end of Clough Mine Brook. There were s...